A Lovers Journey to Nowhere

A LOVER'S JOURNEY TO NOWHERE

By Ayesha Khalid

Daastan Publishing

First Published in Pakistan by Daastan PVT LTD

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ISBN 978-969-696-705-7

Divine presence can be found in everything but can only be reached through self…Unlock the secrets as you walk on the road of love…the secret of the real is in you…join me on a mystical journey of love starting from self ending in real…Let’s merge in the Eternal sea whose drop we are…let’s return to our origin…

Longings

COME LET’S MEET

Your wound of departure is fresh as it was yesterday

Come let's meet for we haven't met for days

My inner every corner cries out your name

Come let's meet for we haven't met for days

Your melodious sound still echoes in my ear

Now I desire once more your voice to hear

Let me comfort my soul from your sweet embrace

Come let's meet for we haven't met for days

In the marshes of your grim I am sinking

Come save me love! Only you I am missing!

I am like a plant not watered for days

Now quench my thirst, long I haven't seen your face

I am lost in the middle of nowhere

Tisk! A hope, maybe could sight a hair

When will you come for long i am waiting

It hurts me thinking why so long you're taking

In desert I travel to find an oasis

To thorns I reach in search of roses

Now even the moon offends my phase

I am complete where is your craze?

Oh my love what takes you so long?

Come let's meet for we haven't met for days

I am await but why are you so unaware of my state?

Even the full moon offends me for I'm still incomplete

Oh my Lord raise my soul, leading to its love

Without its love what will it do in world barren to gay

Mesmerize me with your stunning presence

A hopeful sunny ray shining with radiance

Why is it no longer we meet?

Come let's meet for we haven't met for days

Azizi calls on you in desperate voice

Please return my love! Please arrive!

WAIT FOR ME

Oh my love! Wait for me

Soon I'll arrive, so wait for me

I haven't forgotten you have faith in me

Soon I'll arrive so wait for me

Relax yourself, for long you've cried

Soon I'll arrive filling your void

Take my name and long for me

In hour of need you'll find me by

Invoke your Lord instead of me

For he is there whenever you need

Oh my lover wait for me

Soon I'll arrive have faith in me

I don't want to be cause of your despair

I want you shine for other to glare

Stay put my love, lose not your hope

For Azizi is yet to protect me

LONELY

I have come to you all alone

Please let's talk! For I am lonely

You are the oxygen of my air

Please return! For I'm suffocating

Long time no see so let's hear from you

Please now come! My heart is longing

From where did you learn art of disappearing?

Here i am, only for you I'm waiting

Your void of absence in my boat is holing

Please lend me a hand,  for I am sinking

Where are you my love? I can't reach on you

Come near me so i may fetch you

Oh the solitude of my evening

Oh the prayer of my dawning

I am barren, bless me spring

My love without you I am decaying

Don't set oh my Sun and  Enlighten me

Your zeal increased my thirst,

your longings squeezed me up

Oh my soul to you I am begging

Please come back! I am dying.

Just like the universe I am so vast

Filled with stars with void so large

Azizi is weeping in your absence so lonely

Please wipe my tears for I am gloomy

DECAYED ROSE

Your distancing has strongly weakened my soul

I'm sick in suffering from fever of your

Who can comfort the patient and cure

Whose only cure is love of your

Don't let this flower wither under your nose

For is no spring to decayed rose

TEASE ME NOT

How desperate is the moon for it’s completion,

Oh unaware love, please tease me no?,

your pain does cease my heart

Oh unaware love, please tease me not!

When will my love care for my flowing tears?, Oh unaware love, please tease me not!

Does my unaware love truly heed my yearnings?, Oh unaware love, please tease me not!

Can i ever bind you through my Longings?, Oh unaware love, please tease me not!

Instead of Azizi to all you are shining, Make not me cry, oh unaware love tease me not!

A DEPRIVED SOUL

I am lonely in your absence

Where is it I may find your presence

I can't taste anymore the worldly pleasure

Now that I don't find in me my presence

I can't sight anything around me

For I can't find light in my eyes prevalence

Azizi is deprived of her souls Sustains

For she finds not beloved in her remains

AWAIT

A deprived soul cries out for it's love

By it's cry shakes the universe and all above

So please let me find you my Lord

Don't make your departure above board

Do you really instead my flowing tears to see

Do you permit my empty soul sinking with glee?

I'm a deceiver of your I do admit

Do you desire to forsake me with

I'm await of your boundless mercies

So shower on me your countless bounties

So pretend not to hear not my cries

And intend not to break Azizi's heart

APPEAR

My heart is fluttering wealth of all in amazement of your

Now in your longings my heart aches in detachment of your

İ am destitute of my belongings sight though in all is present.